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Oct. 5th, 2001 09:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
missfrostLast night I had nightmares. Real ones. I woke up at least three times feeling sick, tearful and shaken.
Then I had a fourth dream, which was just bloody weird, but someone was at least nice to me in it!
I also had a nightmare situation last night. Carine's friend decided to do a bit of match-making and introduced her to a bloke that she was really taken with. They came over for dinner and I was told in advance that I was allowed to bugger off early in case he fancied me, which I found hilarious.
And he did.
He sat opposite me (mistake!) and found out we had one or two things in common, and he kept trying to engage me in conversation, and I kept looking at Carine and desperately trying to change subjects. And she was completely forgetting to do flirty things, like look at him and talk to him for a start!
This guy was totally totally unattractive to me, really. Never in a million years would I have any interest in him whatsoever. And Carine thinks he's marvellous. How the hell does that work???
And yeah ok, so someone found me attractive, but NO!
In the end I dropped loads of male friends' names into the conversation, and excused myself at ten on bogus grounds of a net date.
Hmm.
Weird, someone at work just told me he saw me at The Junket, and he was playing in the first band, which I missed.
Then I had a fourth dream, which was just bloody weird, but someone was at least nice to me in it!
I also had a nightmare situation last night. Carine's friend decided to do a bit of match-making and introduced her to a bloke that she was really taken with. They came over for dinner and I was told in advance that I was allowed to bugger off early in case he fancied me, which I found hilarious.
And he did.
He sat opposite me (mistake!) and found out we had one or two things in common, and he kept trying to engage me in conversation, and I kept looking at Carine and desperately trying to change subjects. And she was completely forgetting to do flirty things, like look at him and talk to him for a start!
This guy was totally totally unattractive to me, really. Never in a million years would I have any interest in him whatsoever. And Carine thinks he's marvellous. How the hell does that work???
And yeah ok, so someone found me attractive, but NO!
In the end I dropped loads of male friends' names into the conversation, and excused myself at ten on bogus grounds of a net date.
Hmm.
Weird, someone at work just told me he saw me at The Junket, and he was playing in the first band, which I missed.
